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    Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
    6:42 pm
    Pot Of Golden Beauty
    I've never talked to you
    I guess I'm too afraid to
    I remember the first day I saw you
    I thought god has blessed my eyes with your beauty
    that god has blessed me with an angel
    of beautiful looks, with beautiful eyes, and shiny golden hair
    then you smiled, and the sun came out of hiding
    and dried up all the rain, and a rainbow showed
    and at the end was a pot of golden beauty
    that beauty was you my darling
    cause you are my golden love
    my angel sent by god to bless
    my eyes with such a view
    a view everyman whishes to see
    a view I thank god for!

    Current Mood: lonely
    Monday, April 3rd, 2006
    8:09 pm
    Dumbluck For A Dumbass!
    I don’t care
    What you think
    I wont ask
    Cause I can see
    How you act
    How you look
    I can read you
    Like a book
    If you feel
    Feeling pain
    Then I will
    Go insane
    If you feel
    Feel happy
    I wont be
    So damn sappy
    If you feel
    Feeling sad
    I will be
    Very mad
    Cause I know
    What your thinking
    And I know
    You’ll never be thinking
    Of me
    And you’ll still be
    Be happy

    So I told someone
    Of my crush
    My cheeks turned red
    I did blush
    I said you were the most
    Beautiful thing I ever did see
    I just want to meet thee
    I just want to be with
    You my darling

    My friend looked at me
    All amazed
    I gave a look
    I was dazed
    He said my crush
    Was his friend
    And she has
    A boyfriend
    I was in
    A big shock
    He asked do
    I need a doc
    I didn’t know
    What to think
    It’s like my boat
    Just started to sink
    I went back home
    And I cried
    I felt like
    I just died
    I went to sleep
    In my tears
    Awaiting tomorrow
    For more worst fears

    Then
    Tomorrow came
    I saw you
    I fell to shame
    All my friends smiled
    And said
    That I looked
    So very dead
    Well I am
    How could I live
    Without knowing
    I had a chance
    To ask you out
    Into the rain to dance
    Saturday, March 25th, 2006
    1:50 pm
    SINS
    I was mean the other day
    Cause of what I had to say
    I was mean to you today
    I was just trying to play
    I was just trying to fit in
    I didn’t know it was a sin
    But I was mean and this is where it begins
    This is where the sin, begins

    I said some evil words
    About the geeky nerds
    Everyone was laughing with me
    But I was just to blind to see
    The people I was making fun of
    Looked at me like I should of
    Fell and die to my grave
    Like I couldn’t be saved
    That is when I gained my sight
    And saw I wasn’t that bright
    I should of died that day
    But here I stand today
    To tell you how I used to fit in
    How it was just a sin

    I started laughing one night
    When I was in a fight
    The enemy was all confused
    Asked me why I was so amused
    I told him he was punishing me
    And that’s what I deserve you see
    Cause I’ve been really mean
    I’m a disgrace to James Dean
    I was mean to everybody I know
    I should be everybody’s ho
    Everybody should hit me
    I deserve to be beat
    I laughed and made fun of everyone
    Everyone except James Dunn
    And I deserve punishment
    For the sins I never ment
    So everyone please hit me
    For every time I made fun of thee
    Now I can’t begin again
    Until I pay for all my sin
    All my sin
    All my sin
    I’ll never be mean again, once I pay for all my sin
    I’ll never be mean again, once I pay for all my sin
    All my sin
    All my sin
    Thursday, March 9th, 2006
    10:36 pm
    The Blood Love
    Bang bang shoot the gun right through my heart you see
    through the love I gave to thee
    I'm in pain I'm bleeding
    need your help to stop this pain of loving you
    wil you help me to forget you?
    shoot me in the heart with a gun
    so I can stop loving girls like you

    So now I'm bleeding
    you shot me in the heart
    I'm on the ground; oh I'm just shocked
    I'm crying my eyes out
    cause I'm losing you
    the feeling of loving you
    is fading now I can not picture you
    darkness takes over and I am scared
    will you be by my side, will you hold my hand

    Now who the hell are you
    the doctor says I'll be fine
    but I'll never love again
    he says it's your fault, but I deny
    I say how can someone so beautiful
    shoot me in my heart
    so now you see
    this has to be
    the blood love cause I love thee
    this is the blood love cause I'll give anything to you
    This is the blood love cause you asked me for my blood
    This is the blood love cause I gave it to you
    this is the blood love cause I love you
    you beautiful girl who I gave my blood to
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